New Year. New Day. What happened in 2007, really happened in 2001, is it gonna continue into 2008? Trying to not let it happen. But is there a sneaky lil part of me that would like it to continue, just so that I can hold on to a past relationship without feeling any consequences? Maybe. Is there a secret wish that this whole foreplay of me chasing an old flame, while knowing my husband lay in bed each night beside me that it would all come into fruition?
Do I fantasize about kindling the old flame to see where it might go? I have baggage. I have a husband and children. How attractive is this to another man? Would I come to my senses right before the moment happens and realize my faded love for my husband? So many what Ifs...
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